A Boys Story7Chapter 7: One step at a Time (In other words: 'Rejection')"Wake up sleepy head," I whispered in Josh's ear. I had woken up half an hour ago, and I had been watching him sleep. His peaceful face was calm and gentle, his looks always put me in my 'happy place.' I loved his looks. His long messy hair and those sweet brown eyes. Overall it was his heartbreakingly gorgeous body. I watched his bare, muscular back go up and down from his breathing. But of course the real reason I was speachless was because of his compatibility with me. I love him more than I could, and ever did, love someone. The way I felt about him as I watched him sleep now... undescribable.I know for a fact this love was more than just love. It was something more... it was heavenly... he was my own personal angel. And when we kissed; it gave me more than just butterflies. My heart didnt just skip a beat when I saw his face. It stops altogether. And when he walks towards me, I struggle to catch my breath. He soft lips a
A Boy's Story6 Chapter 6: I dont even know...When I woke up it was still dark in the room. Normally I would be laying on his chest, but considering his bruises, that might not be such a good idea. I was laying on my stomach next to him, and he had his arm under my chest, hugging me. I glanced at the clock, it was four-thirty. I blinked twice and looked at Josh."Hey stranger," he murmered, smiling my smile. I shivered and kissed him."Hey," I whispered, unsure if I still had my voice. I did. "You do realize your still going to Jake's tonight," I said grinning. He smiled."Its a good thing I feel better," he looked at his chest. Purple blotches covered half of his body. "Well," he hestitated, almost sarcastically, "I feel better than I look," he laughed a little bit before he laid back and pulled the sheets over us. Was it getting hot in here? Nope, it was just the butterflies... "W
A Boy's Story5Chapter 5: Independence Day... what?I moaned and rolled over. I was tired and I dont remember much. I rolled again and nearly fell of the bed."Woah," Josh caught me, his hand was cold against my bare ribs. I looked in his eyes and smiled. Though it looked like he hadnt slept all night, he was happy. I dont remember last night... and I certainly dont remember coming back home. I remember falling asleep in his arms by the river. Were we really at a river? Did last night even happen? As I became more aware of my surroundings, I noticed that I was in Josh's arms... naked... and sweating... I sat up instantly, giving myself a head-rush."What happened last night?!" I said nervously. He rubbed my back and pulled me back down, kissing me."Dont worry baby," he said into my neck, "nothing happened. Well I wouldnt say 'nothing', but I can garentee your still a virgin," he smiled and kissed me again."Then why am I... naked?" I asked awkwardly. He sighed and sat up, keeping the blanket on me.
A Boy's Story4 Chapter 4: I love swimmingIt's Friday night, and tomorrow is Independence Day. Josh and I are laying in bed talking about tomorrow."Its going to be so fun," I said, putting my head on his chest, "watching the fireworks at Jake's are some of the best memories I have," I looked up at him. He had his perfect smile on that I loved so much. I couldnt help but kiss him. We have never really made out before. Sometimes it's because we were around other people, other times one of us has to go somewhere or has something to do. Yesterday it was because we had to go pick up Cole.Emily is spending the night tonight, but she's staying in Cole's room. For some reason that doesnt bother me. I just know that nothing will happen...Nothing is stopping us now. I moved slightly so I was laying on him. My hands moved under his shirt, and he didnt stop me. This was heaven, and I knew that this was
A Boy's Story3Chapter 3: The start to a great summer.It was summer. I had my first boyfriend, and my twin brother Cole would be coming home from summer camp today. Life couldnt get better.Earlier this morning Josh and I were at my house- he had been spending a lot of time there, because his parents had summer jobs, and he was always at my house whenever I woke up. And most times he would just spend the night, and sleep with me. (Just sleep)- and I was telling him about Cole. Not that I hadnt before, but I thought it would be good to give him details because it takes awhile to get used to Cole. He's... different... not, like, mental, but just moody.We were in my backyard laying in the hammock. My best friend Jake was there too, but he already knew about Josh and I. I had invited him over and told him everything two days after Josh and I slept under the bridge. Nothing has changed, he completely understood and fully supports us. But just like any other guy best friend he still says 'Blah!' sarcasti
A Boy's Story2Chapter 2: A new LoveI've been meeting Josh at the park at 12:00 every morning for the past two weeks. And the butterflies have only gotten worse.I think the first night I got home from the party was the worse though.The first thing I saw was my mom passed out at the table. I cussed under my breath as I headed up to my room. I loved my mom, but she changed alot when my dad died. Starting with drinking. We went from big happy family around the christmas tree; to small broken family buying our own presents. And even though my mom loved us, she just didnt have the money to take care of us... thats why when my mom isnt getting drunk, shes out of town filming. She has to do acting to make enough money to take care of us. Even though it was cool at first, its starting to get annoying. Sometimes she'll be gone for two weeks at a time. Apparently when she is, she sends Cole letters and bills, and he takes care of that stuff. I offer to help, but he says he can handle it.Sometimes when we'r